Couple of Things to Forget

I L O V E people who produce with pleasure. Not in a mean of work, but in a manner of pleasure and fun, only. They're lovely. Those silly smiles, those bright eyes, as if everything was so simple and natural. They just seem so natural doing the stuff they do. As if there wasn't anything else. Just the music, the cigarette, the beer. These kindda so-everyday-things get so sophisticated and admirable upon their hands, that seem to touch so soft and subtle! And they get there forever, doing their stuff, having fun and being so true to themselves and the other's. Sometimes I feel like them. I felt it so real last saturday night. But it was just a dream over.
I know, I know. They may have jobs to survive. They may have accounts to pay and lots of things to be worried about. Just like me and you. I guess they do. And I'm gonna be this one next twenty treeth. I'm gonna be all I wanna be. I don't have to care for you anymore. I'm glad I'm free and this is such a cruel thing to say. May be painful to read. That's why I don't want you to read it. I'm just not lying this time.
Actually, maybe I'm not ready to breath alone yet, and that's why it's being so easy to deal with. I've wrote this language because this is the language they use to sing - and also I do. I can go wherever I want because my phone will not ring anymore. I know I'll miss it. But let me enjoy what's still here, left after you. Maybe I've liked the way you shave your hair and I'm sure it's because of your smile. We're gonna be great and paceful. Hope we be fine.